I don't know what to do?

I am 5 weeks pregnant and my boyfriend took off. I suspect he is in another country. I don't have family around except out of state, so I am at a lost about my situation with my unborn. I had known my boyfriend for 2 years and never thought this would happen. My friend said he freaked out and just left, like a break down if you will. I don't make that much money, but I checked into social services, and make "to much" to qualify for istance. So I guess, I am working poor. I don't want a abortion. What can I do? If I quit my job, and just earn even lower, meager wages, I would qualify for istance. Daycare from what i know in my area, would take 2/3 of my income, after rent, gas, and basics. I don't want welfare though. Maybe abortion should be it. I am at a lost.